Believer

Some people go through alot of bullshit, they learn dont's and do's in life.

I'm one of them, because I'm always trying to make my self believe that there is a miracle, something that can heal me inside. I can say thats why I'm not sure about my feelings, I can't decide if I can ever love the person, trust them, or give them another chance, and when it coems to attention is just the same feeling it feels too fake. When someone says nice things to me it takes me back to the past, where I had and felt fake people around me all the time. I was so different back then. I can't let anyone come close to me, because I'm too afraid of getting hurt again or showing them how destroyed I'am inside.
I have to hide it all the time, and I hate telling anyone how I feel because I love to show my strong side, as they see your weakness they will pull you down.
I have so many people around me, but I don't let anyone close to me, and thats what makes me feel lonely when I'm down. I'm scared to even tell anyone how sad I feel. I can cry all night long and still not tell the person what the actuall reason is.
There are times that even a tiny thing can make me so sad, because it's a big problem in my eyes. I just want to believe that I can change this side of me one day.

Respect

Not everyone understands the actual meaning of 'RESPECT'.

The person dosen't need to be older than you so you can respect them.

Respecting someone means giving them the love or care they deserve, but nowadays people find it hard   to do that. I believe if someone forgives you for a reason, they give you the chance to change what you've done to upset them, they give you another chance so you can make everything better, just because they have forgiven you, it dosen't mean they forgot about how you broke them in peaces...

Even saying sorry nowadays dosen't mean shit! They say sorry but noone realy means it, because they choose to do the same mistake again..

IS DEEEEEEEP! 

Your using the persons kindness as their weakness, how are they suppose to trust someone again?

They are not stupid, they are just too kind! The only bad thing they can do to you is wish that karma kicks your ASS!

They always say forgive but don't forget! 

But from now on I'll Not forgive and won't forget, just simply erase you off my life!